| op3! heya xanga dorks..im taking a break from xanga now keh its gettin boring and so is aa.i gots myspace now and its like asian avenue and xanga put together and it tink its better.sho yahz if u want check out myspace i have da link down thurr.jus keep on leavin me dem comments hurr if u feel like it kuz ill come bak and check and comment ya bak.but i wont be updating everyday like i use to keh.much love to everyone for commenting and stuff..i love all of yooh dorks.!
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| owp3! well well here i am once agen not sleepin wen my babe asked me to get my booty in bed early.why u ask? this is because im not tired plus there are things runnin through my mind as time goes by.let dis be a lesson learned.TRUST is one of dee most important ingredient in a relationship roite?! correcto.wot does one got to do to have the others trust? u gots to earn trust in one another.but in my situation he tinks otherwise.wot u may ask...he tinks im playin him.the reason of dat is bekuz my homeBOIS call me too much while im talkin to my babe.as a thoughtful and caring boyfren chris is he wonders and thinks im cheating on him.i did tell him in the begining that IM NAWT LIKE THAT! but as for now im not gonna get mad or yell and torment my bf on this subject.as an understanding girlfren i am to him..i will let him tink wotever he wants to tink.he can tink i playin him or doen druggs wotever he wants to tink.i will nawt do n e ting about it or say anyting bekuz if i say anyting wots the use he wont trust me.i will jus let him find out the TRUTH on his own.but until he finds out the truth...i hope im still his one n onleee babe.bekuz eventually summtin may or could happen between us wid dis stupid situation.i hope no on else is goen through this like me.im not sufferin or n e ting.it hurts a littoe to me knowin dat "HE" cant trust me yanoe.and yet i trust him all da way.summtimes i tink he is the one thats cheating not me.*sighs* but hey like i sed i trust him.but at times i tink im an idiot for trusting him.o wells lets see where this is goen or how it ends? |
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| hahaha..sawree i derno why i laffin.anywhoo yah yah so irkin las nite i got a bunch of calls and it all sounds like dis.ahem "OH MY GOD XUAN WAS DAT YOOH ON DA RADIO WINNING THOSE TICKETS TO THE PREMIERE OF A CINDERELLA STORY?!" so irkin bah.choke pplz went ask me dat.ugh i meen did u nawt hear me say my name on da radio.i meen how many fuckin XUAN's are der in kalihi?! JUST MEEH!! well at least yooh guyz noe of.haha.but anywaise i got bored so i made a myspace.hahahaha.i noe i noe yooh guyz are probably tinken wot a DORK i am but yahz das wot i am a dork.get probs? lolz. but yahz now i get asianavenue.xanga.and myspace.das it olreadee..its all gonna get boring.hahaha.wellpz heres da link if yooh wanna see.ish pretty much all dee same.keh denz i HEART yooh dorks.
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| edit: EH YO! I JUS WON ME 2 TICKETS TO THE PREMIERE OF A CINDERELLA STOREE FROM HOTT 939.solid eh? haha o dun bother askin me to take yooh.i olreadee bringin tiff haha
ope!wellpz dis mornin i couldnt go back sleep kuz my babe called before he went summa skul.sho i started to think about the one person i miss the most..it was one of my twin bro RAY.i remember wen we would alwaise talk every night bekuz he was goen through tuff times and he would come to me and tell me everyting.i would make him laff instead of cry and smile instead of frown.we were soo close like brothers and sisters.i got his bak and he get mine even though he's my lil shortay bro ish all good.now come to tink of it we dont even talk...AT ALL! das sad kuz everyone has frens who dey wanna be wid for long time and not lose dem roite?ya i tink so.but for some reason it doesnt alwaise happen.i meen summtin could happen and frens can stop talkin to each other.and as for my situation...i didnt answer my lil brothers calls...and he got sick of callin me and havin me not answer.i dont hate him for anyting.i hate myself for not being there for him...giving him his talks and telling him the roite things to do.now wen i try and say summtin, he wouldnt even care or listen anymore.dang! *sighs* my lil bro doesnt wanna listen or talk to me no more.wot can i do.at least i still have my other twin bro phil.but phil isnt goen through as much shits as ray is.fawk.i love my lil twin bros but wah ray not listening no more.he started doen dem BAD THINGS AGEN!!! fuck im pissed...but not at him...at myself for ignoring and never bein thurr for him anymore. *sighs* wellpz i needed to get that off my mind.i cant wait till friday to see my babe CHRIS!! hehehe peash! |
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